while accepting a job offer

i had a crazy dream last night. i walked into what seem like a football arena and a gallery owner greeted me. he then told me to take a walk with him. when our walk was over he looked at me and told me everything was going to be okay and that i was a fun girl...

i think i have a job. its in skid row working with kids, right around where i took this pic. i say i think cuz its not a definite yes. my head hurts.

sorry, but i gotta keep up with the Virgin Mary

i had a dream last time that i had a kid, and she/he was really ugly. i remember holding her hand and then going down to look at her face and just thinking: so thats how our genes look together.poor kid. i try to hide my dissapointed face and thought to myself: well maybe if we pluck your eyebrows when youre older, you'll be pretty. the weird part about it is that it was christmas time and we were participating in a posada around the Mission. Yep, walking around Mission Street with a toddler, like it was nothing. Then the "father" joined us, doing the usual "hows your day been blah blah?". its not like we were a couple or anything. nope, in the dream i'm a single mom. and of course i was too busy trying to keep up with the Virgin Mary and Joseph to give a fuck about anything else especially holding a conversation. and besides didnt he know how important this event was to the cultural development of our child? god, shut up! then i woke up cuz i had to pee and thank god with no child in cite. funny...ha, ha, ha, with a sigh of relief.

it wont stop until you stop

i've come to the conclusion that this (left) is probably stored in the same part of the brain as this (right)or at least the memory one, not the real one...

my mom told me she dreamt that somebody had me tied up and wasnt let me do anything...i also dreamt my former history professor was smiling, in that "i told you so" kind of way and asking me where the fuck my work was at. "i told you, you were smart"...whatever jarvel!

crazy horse dreams

I must admit I had some crazy dream while staying at home in LA. One of them had to do with something about a little girl running and some brown horse. I somehow made a wrong turn somewhere and the horse turned into one of those Edward Scissor hand statues.
The second one had to do with me hooking up with some guy from some art school. I remember walking down the halls and seeing all the crappy art and just being completely weird and super needy. The third one I was holding one of my x boy friend's hand and walking around in The City. It felt like it was dawn or something. I remember looking up and going...what the fuck is going on? I woke up feeling disgusted.

photo taken from a google search. I didnt take it, or shoot it or whatever.